shush... its my secret...

2006-07-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

oh man. this blog is decaying. i can visualise the cobwebs. guess its bcos everyone's starting to have their own blogs. (i'm guilty) hahax. newae, since this concerns the NP ppl so yea, i shall blog it here. its regarding... the shuai ge-s. hahax. frm atc. u know wad i mean. =) so i guess we'll be looking forward to the next ATC eh? hahax. cyn will have the most chance of meeting ur shuai ge. followed by yinglin and her guo heng sir. haix. the HO mayb wont be there liao. *tear drop* hahax. oh well. we'll see. and that time we will be draggin our lil juniors there. and dun worry. u guys will be called MA'AM too. love u guys to bits ok? including wenxin and huiwen.

p.s. cyn! u MUST bring me to CCHSY! XD

funkyangel9220
joan-ie

2006-04-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

wad does it take to make you fall in love with me
wad does it take for you to say the 3 magical words
wad does it take to ensure that eu will be there for me
wad does it take for our love to last forever
wad does it take to be your ulimate girl
wad does it take for u to hug me n ur embrace

wad does it take to allow the love to remain forever

wad does it take for me to be accepted into your heart....

-funkyangel9220

2006-04-05T08:54:00.000-07:00

tday after sch i went to my hse there de coffeeshop eat...
everything was normal.. but there's one thing that touched me to tears...
there was this lady.. who was collecting empty cans.. she walked from table to table, smiling.. she was SMILNG.. she walked pass me as i have not finished my drink.. 5 mins l8r she walked back.. she asked: =D still got water? (in hokkien)
she was still smiling...!!. can u guys depict the scene? she was a middle-aged lady...
the sight which made me cry was that she smiled everywhere she go.. nvr frown even when she had to collect cans.. she could still smile and dig out cans from the rubbish bin...... can you guys feel it? how she sees her life... i thk God for letting her feel that life wasnt not fair to her.. and that she still live vry happily, without frownin...

][ _ huiwen. ][

2006-03-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIN!!
WE LOVE YOU!!! xD

2006-03-02T02:57:00.000-08:00

funkyangel9220
wenxin... i know wad u feeling... this was wad i felt last time... but then... u cant let this continue... u gotta stand out, u gotta show ur feelings... dun let the beautiful butterfly morphing in you die off... tell you wad... ask him... ask him how he feels about you... then slowly adapt to his liking... it will take time... but its worth it... jia you! lets do it together ok? i also haf to "zhui" someone... but i really dunno how lor... he says that he already given me many hints yet i dunno... its not easy to woo a guy lor... and somemore i realli like him lor... what to do!!! i need flirting techniques!!!
holidays coming!! YAY!!! cohort camp.... i will have to take this opportunity to go closer to him le... if not no other camps... diff IPW project... etc... so gonna haf to treat this as a tresure... stress!!!

2006-03-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

funkygal8392

care for him? does he want it? no... i dun think he will accept, he'll be like "er...wad hapen to wx?" be friends wif him? ok, maybe he's ok wif tt... i mean we are friends...haiz...i realli dunno wad to do, ok, some may tell me "go tell him lah! see wad he saes..." but no courage, veri scared he will avoid me after i tell him and he like never reject or accept me... some will sae (like joan) "be paitient, ur time will come " (ur time doesnt mean death hor...) if onli i realli was professor x of the x-men, then maybe i will be able to noe all that he's thinkin...somemore, when he so depressed and cut himself, i also damn depressed and like someone juz insulted me damn badly or like hit me real hard in the heart when i saw his cuts... haiz...dunno wad to do wif him, but at least he sae he dun cut himself now... felt so happi when he said tt... like a heavy burden lifted up... felt like veri relieved he's not cutting liaoz... haiz... i need courage...seriously...

2006-03-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

funkyangel9220

hihi...
start of march... so fast... 3 mnths pass le... soon goin to say bye bye to 2c... all left will be memories... both sweet and sour, bitter and soothing... cant bear it... hope all of us will end up in the same class... which is pratically impossible lah... there are damn pro ppl like felix and wenxin while there are slackers (like me - copy work!!!) and ppl that are aiming for the top, from the bottom... A class of its own kind... that is wad makes 1c'05 and 2c'06 so special...=) i dun think i can adapt quickly to a class that suddentely so many gurls lor... not farn... too many gurls later alot of cliques and blah blah blah... lesson also not so entertaining lor... with the guys around like nigel, gabriel and company, it makes our boring lessons at least a bit more lively... or else its gonna be worse than a torture chamber...
haix... wenxin... i understand how u feel for that guy... its realli hard to express to someone that its not close to you at all... BUT, look on the bright side... now that u know tt he bottles it all up, go n release the cap... let the sadness pour out... so wad i think is that u shd wait, care and be firstly, good friends with him... all relationships start like that... even if u wait till u are 90 (no cursin or nething) , he still wont do nehting abt it cos u dun pursue it... get it? remember... key factor... patience... =)
nowsadays, i find its more fun to hang out with guys... i dunno y... mayb its bcos last time when i in lower pri i also hang out quite alot with guys... my veri first best friend also a guy... but i guess they are rather farni lor... not that i dun wan to hang out with gurls lah... gurls are good to confide to... understanding creatures we are... heeheex...
newae... i think i haf finally set my aim for sure and i SERIOUSLY hope that i dun need to turn back and think again... its realli testin the power of the brain u know.... i am wishing and waiting for that guy that i like to confess and realise... he knows... but i think he has smt else in the piroity list to think abt... not VIP tagged... u know...
newae, life these days are a muddled puzzle... soul mates are like a puzzle piece in a million piece puzzle... so i guess u gotta take ur time n find....

2006-03-01T05:48:00.000-08:00

funkygal8392 (wenxin)

haiz...almost a year, can i realli forget him? should i give him up? how is it tt i could still cling onto the previous one for like 2 years and 6 months? but now, i feel so terrible...even worse than the last one...(2 years 6 months) feeling is so diff...seems like i realli like him until xiao already, not like the previous one...see him, still ok, see him tok to other gals and like veri close to them, quite sad but still ok, this time, i'm crazy...haiz... one year...should i cling or give up? forget or not to forget? (dun ask me to go and use the rose technique) i need someone to tell me wad's in his mind...but i noe most likely he wont tell, he'll bottle it up... (backstage crew)

2006-02-25T05:07:00.000-08:00

can put song inside? midi file.. wakkaka. i got the link.,.. <-----cyn read!!!
hmmm. can i post here? if canot just delete ok? haiix. just need to vent my anger and confusion on my keyboard.
fuckin pissed off. wat the fuck. and i mean FUCK. u noe. f-u-c-k. fuckfuckfuckfuck~ wakao. aRgHh...!!!! wat kind of problem i have?!?! my head is erupting.. why?? why is the earth round and not square? why is there answers to some of the questions but some no? i dn get it.. why must two person like me? why must i confuse myself with him? why must i in the first place make a deal to woo him?? why am i so stubborn? why?? oh my.. can someone help? i really dono wat to do. i dono if that is called love, or just admire. i do not know. why must he b so persistant? why must the other b so quiet yet so full of love? haiix. fuckin pissed off too. dnt u noe that frenship n love canot be tgether at the same time? 愛情和友情是不能同時並存的. u get wat i mean. if u really canot let them go, den i have to say im sry.. haiix. wat my decision is, i dont noe. i dono if i shld accept him again. or mayb let them both go.... sigh. hmm. lets vote. u all help me kays? help me choose wat i shld do. let go or persevere... sigh. im sry that i've hurt u two. terribly sorry.... **oh 4gt to state that im huiwen.. and sry for the vulgaraties..

2006-02-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

`cynthia (:

all 5 of us can all post right? i not sure =x.. okiex. bout today ar.. nt much lo. half day. and its so.. happy. got so much time to slp. (: (: (:

2006-02-23T06:17:00.000-08:00

funkyangel9220

hii... first post here... so honoured... lolx.. so nice rite? must thank cyn... she so pro... =) haix.. common test FINALLY over lor... so happy... and tmr finally get the stingy half day... plus we got the boring phy... lookin on the bright side? we got IT... woots! ok.. the purpose of this bloggie? so that we can jote down our feelings without letting the whole world know... the MSN space cannot be counted as confidencial lor.. i mean everytime u blog something and publish it, all one has to do is to come online and read... they see the bright orange star blinkin, they will just click to get rid of it and auto, ur blog will pop out... at least here, we can read each others but not everyone will know.. =) now that common test finish le, i can finally space out my clutted mind and think of that big problem i haf... (if u haf read my previous bloggie in the MSN space, yea, u will know...) haix... so sad... the guy suddentely changed his mind.... = bad news and good news... bad news: the one that like me is out of the list... good news: he has helped me make up my choice... but its still so sad to let one go... not to mention that he was so caring and loving...how i wished that veri moment that he was with me could last longer... at first i didnt had ne much feelings for him but then on faithful 14th feb, he changed my heart's directions... wad a detour.. but now i am in the same situation as where i haf started... back to square one where my heart belongs and longs to be with one...

2006-02-22T05:23:00.000-08:00

secondary 2c's TKnpcc and TKrc
blog opened to the world! (: lol.